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It's exactly a week til my 20th birthday! Part of me is excited, and another part of me is dreading it more and more the closer the day gets ^^, My 16th birthday wasn't that great, I don't even remember my 18th birthday that much, and so I don't expect my 20th to be a big deal, either, so I'm trying not to get my hopes up. I did order myself some eyebrow makeup, though ^0^
Birthdayyy
Jan. 24th, 2024 01:34 pmI love the island coconut sugar scrub you can get at Walmart. It's one of the best smells ever ^o^ In other news, I don't know why, but I was suddenly reminded of my first and only date. I guess it's cause Valentine's Day is coming up, and that's when my date was. But much more importantly, my birthday is coming up in exactly... 11 days. And it's a milestone, too :D I hope the weather stays nice (probably won't).
Ughhh, it's so hot in here ;; We have the heat on super high (the wind chill is below 0), but good grief. In other news, I have a stupid software update to install on my phone. Grr. Those are so inconvenient. Anywho... I still can't get over yesterday's entry >0< Wahhh, it's too gooddd Ooh, speaking of, I have another video I'm almost finished with ^^ I can't wait to post it. I've been trying to do it since before Xmas!
Note: software update complete. I guess it wasn't so bad, since I was watching a cat video :3
Note: software update complete. I guess it wasn't so bad, since I was watching a cat video :3
The roads are probably gonna be icy tomorrow, so I won't be able to see Riley. Plus, my dad's coming home and we only have one car right now, so, yeah... In other news, I feel frustrated that my mom doesn't want me to go out of the country to do missionary work >_< She's such a pessimist, and a helicopter mom, always thinking the worst -_- *sigh* At least seeing Riley is an easy(?) fix...
My friend, Riley, asked me to go with him to a basketball game this weekend. My mom thinks he's asking me out, but I think he's just being casual. I dunno, maybe he does have feelings for me, but... unfortunately, I don't have feelings for him ^^, If he likes me, this'll be the second time he's been turned down by one of his friends, and there's only one other girl, but I don't really know if he talks to her still...
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Dec. 5th, 2023 09:18 pmI sometimes have a feeling that after me and my brother have moved out and gone our separate ways, his wife will cause us to have a falling out with each other and we'll stop talking and they won't let me see their kids and stuff, even though that's not what my mom wants. She's made a point to tell both of us to always love each other and forgive each other, but I'm always worried about his future wife...
Alcohol *bleh!*
Nov. 28th, 2023 10:21 pmI've been thinking about the effects alcohol has on our family. There are alcoholics on both sides of my family, yet my dad treats the subject of alcohol so leniently. It infuriates me >.< He acts as if a little won't hurt me, but it obviously will! Not everyone's constitution is the same, stupid dad -_- I simply can't trust myself with alcohol. One sip, even of champagne, and I'm sure I'd be hooked for life *shudder*
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Nov. 24th, 2023 10:29 pmI was gonna try and get up at 7:30 today, but I ended up going back to sleep and not getting up til after 10 ^^, Oh, well. At least I got a lot of lessons done today. Tableau is so easy, anyone without data or coding skills could pick it up and learn it! I can't believe tomorrow is Saturday already... my Saturdays are always so busy, and my mom said we're gonna go to Cookeville in the morning, so no sleeping in.
