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I got back to business today. Between my birthday and Valentine's Day, my life kinda went crazy ^^, Also, my cat just came out of my closet- I didn't even know she was there 0.0 Welp. Anyway, I am so behind on my devotions. I'm trying to read the Bible in a year, but if I don't start staying on track, I won't be finishing it til next year ;o; I've never read through the whole Bible before. Oh, my room smells good (^^)
I've been on a great schedule lately. I hope I don't screw it up like I usually do >.< I feel so much better when I get up early, even though I hate getting up early ^^, I know that makes no sense, but that's how I am. I did my eyebrows for the first time today. I made them too thick ^^, Oh, well. There's always tomorrow ^^ Oh yeah, I got pretty flowers for my birthday. My aunt is a great florist.
My birthday is tomorrow ^^
Feb. 3rd, 2024 09:38 pmI woke up and rushed to get ready to go out of town for my birthday, and sure enough, my mom just couldn't get ready by then. Look, I understand you're not a morning person, but maybe you shouldn't complain when the opposite happens, yeah? Anyway, we still got a good start, but the first place we went to was closed unexpectedly ^^, But everything else went according to plan ^^
I had such a hard time getting up this morning. My fatigue has been so bad ever since that awful, cold weather. I feel tired all day and I'm constantly in and out of bed. Sometimes I fall asleep, but not always. Regardless, I've been having trouble sleeping again. I go through stages of insomnia. *sigh* And my period is supposed to start, so I've been in a lovely mood today -_-
I forgot I needed shampoo until I was in the shower, so I reminded myself to text my mom and let her know, but by the time I got out, she and my brother were already heading home. Oh well. I still have a little bit left. In other news... I finally finished my video! I'm premiering it Saturday at 7:00 PM, since that's when a lot of my subs will be on. And I'm already getting the next song ready! ^^
My friend, Riley, asked me to go with him to a basketball game this weekend. My mom thinks he's asking me out, but I think he's just being casual. I dunno, maybe he does have feelings for me, but... unfortunately, I don't have feelings for him ^^, If he likes me, this'll be the second time he's been turned down by one of his friends, and there's only one other girl, but I don't really know if he talks to her still...
TMI-ish (You have been warned)
Jan. 7th, 2024 09:26 pmI've been constipated all day 0.0 I even ate a bowl of pinto beans, but it didn't seem to help. Maybe they won't take effect until tomorrow. Anywho, I've been tired allllll day, and I was really depressed this afternoon/evening, so that didn't help things at all. But I took a shower, so now I feel better ^_^ And I actually don't feel all that tired anymore either, buttt... I'm still gonna go to bed soon.
Things Weighing On My Mind
Jan. 4th, 2024 09:22 pmI was worried my college plans weren't gonna work out, but it looks like God's working everything out in His time ^o^ Which, I knew that, it's just hard to remember that I can't control the outcomes of my life, no matter how hard I try. I could get in a car wreck tomorrow and become permanently disabled and unable to work, then all my efforts would've been in vain. I'm so glad God is in control ^^
I really need to stop staying up so late. I tried to prevent this from happening, but that didn't work, obviously ^^, Anyway, I have a sore spot on the back of my head. That happens sometimes if I irritate my scalp. I knew better than to do that >-< Oh, well. This is the second day it's hurt, so hopefully it'll be gone in the morni- er, later ^^, Speaking of which, I'm off to bed!
It's 1:15 AM 0.0
Dec. 18th, 2023 01:15 amSo. Tired. Blah. Today, I woke up with a weird song in my head, and I have no idea where it came from 0.0 As far as I know, it's a totally made-up song that my brain somehow conjured up. I wrote down the lyrics while I could remember them, but I'm afraid I've forgotten the tune. I still remember everything else, though. Also, my cat is sick ;; We don't know what's wrong with her *sad face*
Late Entry
Dec. 13th, 2023 01:44 pmI originally wrote this on the 9th, but Dreamwidth was under maintenance or something that day, so I couldn't post it ;;
I haven't been well lately. My neck has been hurting since Monday. Yesterday, it was the worst it's been, and on top of that, I started ;; At least my neck's better today. We're also under a tornado watch until 11 PM or something. What a week -.- At least I finished my Christmas video in advance, so now all I gotta do is upload it on the day of ^^ I'm super excited about it, too. It's Kanemaru-san singing :D
I guess I should give some updates, lol First, my neck is all better ^0^ Second, my period is almost over now, so I'm not in any pain *dance* And third, the tornado didn't hit us :D My week may have started out bad, but it's turning out pretty good! ^^
I haven't been well lately. My neck has been hurting since Monday. Yesterday, it was the worst it's been, and on top of that, I started ;; At least my neck's better today. We're also under a tornado watch until 11 PM or something. What a week -.- At least I finished my Christmas video in advance, so now all I gotta do is upload it on the day of ^^ I'm super excited about it, too. It's Kanemaru-san singing :D
I guess I should give some updates, lol First, my neck is all better ^0^ Second, my period is almost over now, so I'm not in any pain *dance* And third, the tornado didn't hit us :D My week may have started out bad, but it's turning out pretty good! ^^
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Nov. 24th, 2023 10:29 pmI was gonna try and get up at 7:30 today, but I ended up going back to sleep and not getting up til after 10 ^^, Oh, well. At least I got a lot of lessons done today. Tableau is so easy, anyone without data or coding skills could pick it up and learn it! I can't believe tomorrow is Saturday already... my Saturdays are always so busy, and my mom said we're gonna go to Cookeville in the morning, so no sleeping in.
Happeh, happeh
Nov. 20th, 2023 08:55 pmI'm feeling happy and cutesy ^^ I kinda know why, but either way, it doesn't matter to me. As long as I'm in a good mood. Which is kinda ironic, considering I just got out of the shower, where I got shampoo in my eye >.< My eye is still irritated, too ;; But that's honestly the only negative thing that happened today, so yay!! Man, my eye is really irritated, tho -.- Anywho, I was gonna try to sing this Beatcats song, but I couldn't find any accurate romaji anywhere. Oh, well.
Today Has Been Weird
Nov. 17th, 2023 08:51 pmI'm in such a blah, bored, depressed mood today. I guess it's cause I woke up sick. I actually got woken up a couple times during the night with my stomach hurting, but I ignored it and tried to keep sleeping. But when my alarm went off, off to the bathroom I had to go ;; I ended up going 5 times today >.< What a way to start the weekend... On top of that, for whatever reason, I've felt really sad and lonely and demotivated today. I guess Aunt Flow has something to do with it, but idk. I get that way sometimes. I'm just so unsatisfied and at a loss of what to do with myself. The things that used to be fun aren't anymore. *sigh* Or I simply don't feel like doing them... I just don't know.
I'm so lonely. I wish I had someone to talk to. Who would at least sympathize with me. Comfort me. Love me... preferably not just in a platonic way...
I'm so lonely. I wish I had someone to talk to. Who would at least sympathize with me. Comfort me. Love me... preferably not just in a platonic way...
My First Entry!
Nov. 16th, 2023 12:21 pmI actually wrote this in my physical journal last night, but I'm posting it now anyway *smug smirk*
I stayed up way too late last night without meaning to... so I woke up super late today ^^, But, boy, was I busy all day long! And it was hot, too ;; I finally got the shoeboxes taken care of; oh, and that reminds me- I got into another convo with my mom about my shoes *eyeroll Ughhh... why can't she just let me be? I'm 19... nearly 20. *sigh I'm gonna try and find some cute shoes that aren't white so they'll be easier to clean >.<
I stayed up way too late last night without meaning to... so I woke up super late today ^^, But, boy, was I busy all day long! And it was hot, too ;; I finally got the shoeboxes taken care of; oh, and that reminds me- I got into another convo with my mom about my shoes *eyeroll Ughhh... why can't she just let me be? I'm 19... nearly 20. *sigh I'm gonna try and find some cute shoes that aren't white so they'll be easier to clean >.<